Well this sucks...

BCBS is still stating that I have primary insurance with Great West. I called BCBS and got it resolved-including asking them to run AND approve my pre-authorization ASAP! **If the pre-auth wasn't approved, we would have had to pay the full $15,000 tomorrow morning.

I called Sanford back to let them know. I got transferred to the gal that runs the insurance. She tells me that we cannot do the IVF until JANUARY because the woman who does their part of the genetics (pulling the cell from the embryo, packaging up the cell to go to Detroit, receiving and analyzing the results from Genesis) will not be available in the October, November or December groups.

Son of a.....Have I ever told you that I have a sixth-sense? All day today I've been thinking, is tomorrow really the day? I have a tendency to day dream or envision of what an event will look like...I was having troubles getting a "vision" on this one. When this happens, it usually means that the event isn't going to happen.

I'm not upset. I'm not sad. I'm not frustrated. I'm just, "eh".

Positives:

Gives us time to save up more cash

More time to lose that weight I've been trying to lose

More time for David and Carmen time

Get to work on the DC project (who wouldn't want to work in DC).

Not having to travel to St. Louis while taking progesterone

A fall baby

Negatives:

Hormones during Christmas

Was looking forward to the DE project being my last project for awhile.

Being super, duper pregnant for my high school reunion.

Yeah, in the grand scheme of life-my negatives aren't that bad. I'm thankful I have a God who loves me and a husband who adores me!